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Coincidence come in many forms, strange that I have been visited again by a user with no such name lol....(PST) If you want to peak then don't log in and I will be none the wiser!!!

There is nothing for you to see here, No names, I have all but given myself to silence.

Apart from now, and I am already tired from even the mere thought of what does not need to be said.



Take heed when you set that sail!



Of course I am very interested in why it has been done.....you looked and could of down rated but you didn't*bows*



Again it could be just coincidence that you were here as another visited as well.....*smiles*

I had to steal this as I find this sooo funny and just gives the reader a gentle nudge into the power of the mind







Can you raed tihs? Olny srmat poelpe can.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer are in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!



Stolen from bloodlust's journal

NO, I dont want to update my stats cause they will drop like a stone......lol...I need to buy a laptop to take to work so I can log in there!!!

Ok now that I have taken the blinkers off my eyes for a moment I dug deeper and deeper...down and down...relaxing more and more as I went on my journey (BANG)





I understand it better now. After reading about the hebrews and the Romans and other ancient cultures who made it part of their culture to learn and speak using Oral Tradition rather than use the written word. It looks like to me that the culture used easy-to-memorize structure for many of the stories...very interesting.



In those times I read that the written word was not held in such asteem as the Oral word, and was infact just supplementary. The written word has been proved to be not as acurate as the Oral word with some of the biblical texts........



This subject has got me interested now.

More to come on this.....



I read a comment about this oral tradition in the journal of...oh it doesn't matter who wrote it but I was interested. I was surprised at what I felt was a closed point of view on the subject.



I really dont get it!!!!



I know that I can tell someone a story and they can tell the same story to twenty people.....when the story comes back around to me again there are changes. Some of which are big changes.......

I joined the Rave last year, this was because I was looking for something. Most of what I was looking for was information about my dreams of vampires since childhood. Well, and it was sort of a search to quench my curiosity about other people like me.



I didn't like the idea that you had to belong to a house or a covern because I like to be independent. However after being asked by MzMadneZz I came here, to my house. This was because I also like to lurk, and from what I had seen, this was right for me. I say on my page that “I have no master and to have one is to be enslaved” That is what I follow in life. So it came as a surprise to me that after slaving over hangman (Nightgame gave me that nudge) and building favor, I wanted to have the mark. When I received it, In a strange way it made me feel like I belong to something.....(Thankyou by the way)





I like to read the forum posts and sometimes I reply......what I don't like is when people have to cause trouble. There is a profound need by some people on the Rave, who just seem to need to be rude to people when questions are asked or when reply's are made. So I became blinded, not by the Rave, but by me....This does seem to be the normal thing on lots of sites. Perhaps in a way this is what makes these sites what they are....



For me the Rave is to be a child again....to reach out and explore, to stumble. To wander in captivation and awe at all the things virgin and old, that can be discussed here. Please people dont corrupt the very thing that brought me here. Remember what it was that brought you here. We are all seeking something...try to be kind on your travels.



For fear of confrontation (some of which can be avoided by me, but sometimes I lack reason) I stay away from posting as much as I can.



Finding the power and the magick for me is to see the words and to digest them. To help me heal, and to help me understand me.



I cant explain what this means, but I can say that I enjoy it here and find a strange sort of peace and safety when I am lurking.

I think keeping myself to myself is quite natural for me. In my life I have only had around five close friends (well not close really lol ) who all in one way or another shat on me. Even my partner has been a pain in the arse for me at times as I am sure I have been for her!



Keeping myself to myself has been a way of not getting the emotional pain that comes with making friends and losing them over miss understandings. The same with staying out of a relationship with someone.



I sometimes talk the biggest poo ever, But what I do talk about is truth as I see it, and honesty. Some people here may think that iam odd, weird, strange, rude, on the Rave

That does worry me a bit, if people think Iam odd on the Rave.......you know where most of the people here in the mainstream are odd...*smiles*then what bloody hope have I?



This is the odd thing, Iam a therapist I want to help people but I just dont like people sometimes! Even my self!



I need to re-write this in a better format I think!! lol